今天
我真的不想去补习了
因为太烦
可是如果跟父母说我不要去补习的话
他们会骂我
所以,就被逼一定要去补习咯
到了补习
我就觉得很伤心
因为上个星期五所发生的事
你告诉我的事
在学校时
我就一个人静静的坐在自己的位子
想一个人静一静
我就躺在萱仪的肩膀
突然我的眼泪
满满的掉了下来
真的真的很伤心
萱仪他们就陪我到厕所洗脸
在家时
想一个人静一静
我一直在想
一直以来为你付出得那么多
那么的关心你
那么的爱你
可是
最后你给我的答案是..><
没关系
我会尊重你的选择
因为我爱你 =)
难道你不懂我对你的感觉有多深吗?
我觉得我应该放开你~
我曾经想过要放开你
一定要放开你
因为我们现在是朋友
我真的做不到
我还是依然得那么爱你
一天没有信息给你
我会觉得很担心你
有时信息你,你却不回复我
为什么??
你比我的朋友还重要很多
老实告诉你
如果你要我陪你的话
我会陪着你到永远
每一天 每一分 每一秒
都在想着我们俩人之间的回忆
因为时间的每一分每一秒已经记录下了我们的点点滴滴
你说你不想伤害我
那为什么在最后一天 (星期五)
要说出伤人的话呢?
星期六的时候
去完了槟城一日游过后
回到学校
我一直望着你的背影
有一种想哭的感觉
真的很伤心
不想让你知道
因为不想你担心我
因为是我们最后一天
最后一次见面了
我真的很舍不得你
不想你离开
你还没回
我就看见你站在那儿跟你的朋友讲话
当我坐在车上时
就偷偷的转身看你多一眼
才愿意回家
不然我很不放心很伤心
对不起
对不起
真的很对不起你!
我还是放不开你
还是那么爱你
和你相处了那么久
我觉得很开心
曾经想过永远都不想离开你
只想待在你的身边一辈子
我们的回忆
一直存在我的脑海里
不能忘记美好和悲伤的
我一直逼自己不要想你
不要爱你,让你自由
可是我很难办到
只要一想起你我之间的事
我就会觉得很伤心
眼珠满满的掉了下来~
I juz want to say very sorry to you
我把自己的心事写在这儿
应该有20%舒服
可是我还是觉得很伤心
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Today go to penang trip...21/11
today....is the last day to see all of my friends...
miss u all very much lo...T.T
luckily we got go to penang trip de.....can see each others again..
eunice,suan yee,lay fang,yee ling,wei huang,wen jie,qi en,yew shern and others.......
thn i 7:50am reach school...
i saw qi en and wei huang them at there liao....
i go find suan yee and eunice them...
after that, i call wei huang....
i ask him something...
thn the yee ling come liao..
me,yee ling,eunice and suan yee go to toilet....
after that we walk and talk together...
then, 7:15am Miss June juz reach school leh...so late..
i duno Miss Ong wat time reach school leh...juz saw her car nia..
the Pn Wong also come liao...our GEO teacher....
she sit Avanza de car....bring her son and daughters...
我们等全部的老师来了之后,
老师就跟我们分组....
me,lay fang,zi qian,ying xin,wen jie,qi en......same group...Miss June de group..
before Miss June say wan me to 带头...
i say i really dont wan!i wat also dont wan to do de....
very song lo~ 我不用带头了...
today Miss June say giv wen jie do kapten,qi en do assistant de kapten.....
分组了过后,
bas come liao.....
we go up bus lo...
the qi en and wen jie....他们跑上去bas....very fast lo...
原来,他们是抢着坐最后一个位子的....
lol....
i sit at last 2 rows....坐后面咯 wif suan yee.....eunice sit with yee ling.....
we go many places lo....
go to penang de muzium...learn many things about Sejarah...
also got take some photos...
i lazy use my hp to capture....so many...
i call yee ling and eunice put at facebook there i copy can leh lo~
me n suan yee also no wat capture tio...
Me & Lay Fang ^^
miss u all very much lo...T.T
luckily we got go to penang trip de.....can see each others again..
eunice,suan yee,lay fang,yee ling,wei huang,wen jie,qi en,yew shern and others.......
thn i 7:50am reach school...
i saw qi en and wei huang them at there liao....
i go find suan yee and eunice them...
after that, i call wei huang....
i ask him something...
thn the yee ling come liao..
me,yee ling,eunice and suan yee go to toilet....
after that we walk and talk together...
then, 7:15am Miss June juz reach school leh...so late..
i duno Miss Ong wat time reach school leh...juz saw her car nia..
the Pn Wong also come liao...our GEO teacher....
she sit Avanza de car....bring her son and daughters...
我们等全部的老师来了之后,
老师就跟我们分组....
me,lay fang,zi qian,ying xin,wen jie,qi en......same group...Miss June de group..
before Miss June say wan me to 带头...
i say i really dont wan!i wat also dont wan to do de....
very song lo~ 我不用带头了...
today Miss June say giv wen jie do kapten,qi en do assistant de kapten.....
分组了过后,
bas come liao.....
we go up bus lo...
the qi en and wen jie....他们跑上去bas....very fast lo...
原来,他们是抢着坐最后一个位子的....
lol....
i sit at last 2 rows....坐后面咯 wif suan yee.....eunice sit with yee ling.....
we go many places lo....
go to penang de muzium...learn many things about Sejarah...
also got take some photos...
i lazy use my hp to capture....so many...
i call yee ling and eunice put at facebook there i copy can leh lo~
me n suan yee also no wat capture tio...
Me & suan yee.....
Yee ling,suan yee,eunice,me....
Me,eunice & yee ling...
Me & Lay Fang ^^After that.... we go to 鱼村...
we also got capture some picture de...
after that,we go to USM de muzium...
see many sejarah things...
USM de muzium inside very syiok lo...
they giv us see movie...close light so dark....
we see the movie until half....
外面传来小孩子的声音... 越来越吵......
那些马来人进来里面的时候.....
一直讲话...so...kapster.. very luan lo.....
then the ppl call us coz time up..
we must go out liao....
got a uncle call us go inside the room...
then 坐在那个云的上面...
then...he 解释给我们听about star...
wah...so fun lol... the suan yee...
yo... she always 躺我的肩膀.....bt nvmd lah fren^^
then the uncle....i duno he say wat...
他一直叫我们跟他念这个那个.....
he close light very dark lo ppl also cannot see tio...
he giv us see stars and the 星座...
call us say go.....go....
me,eunice,and yee ling.....we shout go go go....
haha too fun lah!~ at there about 1 hours++....
then we go to queensbay....
we go to eat KFC.....
the yee ling so funny..she ar...lol..
dunno how to describe her lo...Very Funny~!
after eat KFC,we go to buy the sushi...
eunice very rich lo....
she buy de sushi....all together is RM16...
i buy is RM5.50...Suan yee buy is RM4.20....yee ling de i duno lo..
teacher say 1:50pm must wait for bus at outside qb..
after we buy sushi,we faster run to there...
but see nothing no ppl wait there.....
then yee ling say she wan go toilet..
then me,suan yee,eunice,pei li....陪 her go...
walk until half...eunice and pei li missing liao.....
left me,suan yee and yee ling...we ma go toilet lo..
i forget leh....刚好我拿着sushi...i take inside toilet...
i forget liao......hehe~
thn i faster run come out from toilet..
after go toilet, about 1:57pm..我们三个人很快跑去等bas...
那里知道跑到这么辛苦....bas not yet come...
the bus about 2:00++ reach qb....
Yo...giv us wait so long......
we go to the muzium.....
walk until half.... i saw a ppl stand at there...很假的人...
i thought the ppl 是假的...
那个人他突然间动...我们全部被吓....喊~
do until like very fake ppl.. scare ppl nia....
is very old de uncle lai....do until his face so geli....scare ppl wan..
we see tio many things in the muzium...
walk very long 2...
after this we go to a place...
duno call wat wat baba nyonya....lol duno lah~
i see the 女头家的house....
very beautiful and very big....
walk until 1 hour wan siao...
i lazy to capture...so many...and big!
so juz see nia lo..
at last....i feel very very sad...coz...
还剩下一点时间跟朋友相处.....
very sad....at bas..wan cry liao...
哭不出而已.....
i juz diam diam at bus lo...
we sit bus wan reach school liao...
when reach school....eunice go down bus...go home liao......
miss her so much....
then...
i ma wait for my mother at school lo....
Juz about today~我会永远记得今天....my friends...
we also got capture some picture de...
this is 渔村
Me & eunice...
Me & Suan Yee...
Beautiful lo...
Eunice,Suan Yee,Me N Yee Ling
we take many photos lo......after that,we go to USM de muzium...
see many sejarah things...
USM de muzium inside very syiok lo...
they giv us see movie...close light so dark....
we see the movie until half....
外面传来小孩子的声音... 越来越吵......
那些马来人进来里面的时候.....
一直讲话...so...kapster.. very luan lo.....
then the ppl call us coz time up..
we must go out liao....
got a uncle call us go inside the room...
then 坐在那个云的上面...
then...he 解释给我们听about star...
wah...so fun lol... the suan yee...
yo... she always 躺我的肩膀.....bt nvmd lah fren^^
then the uncle....i duno he say wat...
他一直叫我们跟他念这个那个.....
he close light very dark lo ppl also cannot see tio...
he giv us see stars and the 星座...
call us say go.....go....
me,eunice,and yee ling.....we shout go go go....
haha too fun lah!~ at there about 1 hours++....
then we go to queensbay....
we go to eat KFC.....
the yee ling so funny..she ar...lol..
dunno how to describe her lo...Very Funny~!
after eat KFC,we go to buy the sushi...
eunice very rich lo....
she buy de sushi....all together is RM16...
i buy is RM5.50...Suan yee buy is RM4.20....yee ling de i duno lo..
teacher say 1:50pm must wait for bus at outside qb..
after we buy sushi,we faster run to there...
but see nothing no ppl wait there.....
then yee ling say she wan go toilet..
then me,suan yee,eunice,pei li....陪 her go...
walk until half...eunice and pei li missing liao.....
left me,suan yee and yee ling...we ma go toilet lo..
i forget leh....刚好我拿着sushi...i take inside toilet...
i forget liao......hehe~
thn i faster run come out from toilet..
after go toilet, about 1:57pm..我们三个人很快跑去等bas...
那里知道跑到这么辛苦....bas not yet come...
the bus about 2:00++ reach qb....
Yo...giv us wait so long......
we go to the muzium.....
walk until half.... i saw a ppl stand at there...很假的人...
i thought the ppl 是假的...
那个人他突然间动...我们全部被吓....喊~
do until like very fake ppl.. scare ppl nia....
is very old de uncle lai....do until his face so geli....scare ppl wan..
we see tio many things in the muzium...
walk very long 2...
after this we go to a place...
duno call wat wat baba nyonya....lol duno lah~
i see the 女头家的house....
very beautiful and very big....
walk until 1 hour wan siao...
i lazy to capture...so many...and big!
so juz see nia lo..
at last....i feel very very sad...coz...
还剩下一点时间跟朋友相处.....
very sad....at bas..wan cry liao...
哭不出而已.....
i juz diam diam at bus lo...
we sit bus wan reach school liao...
when reach school....eunice go down bus...go home liao......
miss her so much....
then...
i ma wait for my mother at school lo....
Juz about today~我会永远记得今天....my friends...
Saturday, November 14, 2009
遗忘过去...
如果还有一次的选择, 我不会再回忆过去 ....回忆你我的种种, 我会开始忘记 ...
忘记这一切悲伤回忆, 属于我们俩的回忆 ....
无声的结束, 将会永远埋在心底 ...
我会从新开始, 即使没有你的日子,
坚强的生活下去, 改变自己的人生 ....
让自己的人生变得更精彩, 更有活力 ...
我会永远遗忘过去, 等待明天的阳光 ....
开始我另一个天地, 勇敢的生活下去 ...
创造爱的奇迹, 带来另一个奇迹 ....
在最美的那一刻, 看见曙光 ...
我会开始慢慢相信, 一切已从新开始 ....
相信明天会更好, 我一直都期待 ...
我相信我自己, 我一定能够做到 ....
总有一天 , 一定会把你给忘掉 ...
这次我们只能够做好朋友, 这是你做出的决定 ....
现在 我们没有任何的关系, 只是朋友的关系 ...
每一次遇见你的时候, 就会回想起我们俩的事 ....
只要一想起我们的事, 就会让我的眼泪一滴一滴的流了下来 ...
情不自禁地, 我又再次为你失眠 ....
我好想忘了你, 但却做不到 ......
我却发现, 我对你的感觉 ...
越来越深 ...
如果真的不能把你给忘记的话,
我很想跟你说 ....
对不起了 ......
因为我根本方不开你 ....
还是那么的爱你, 那么的关心你 .......
我只希望你能永远在我这里 ....
永远不要离开 ....
我答应不会离开你,
我会永远的爱你.....永远的爱你....!!!
Still I wish you were here beside me FOREVER ...
Don't leave me, Please STAY ...
I PROMISE won't leave you alone .....
I LOVE YOU FOREVER !
Exam finish leh.....20/11/09
haiz..
exam 7 days leh!
very very........
pek cek lo!
read many books...
stupid maths stupid teacher!!!!!
very hard!
many i tiang d!
other de subjects i lazy to say leh!
juz wan to say very syiok lah~
after exam....
can relax more..
but still wan tuition T.T...
very cham....
i tell my mum wan tuition half month ok liao.....and giv half month de money..
coz exam finish liao ma...
then she scold me.... T.T
she call me tuition whole month November.....
haiz...
tuition teacher say December wan start Form 2 de class leh~
Yo.....
sien nia...wan relax also cannot..
like this also tio scold.....
i noe my maths marks liao..
that day i go find mr.choong......
my paper 1 is 10 over 40 nia...
paper 2 is 10 over 60....
shit liao sure mati wan this time...
my maths!!!!!!!!!!!!
sure giv my parents scold....
and my tuition teacher...
gaiz liao lah this time....
wan me how leh?
T.T wan cry liao...
that's wat i wan to say...
exam 7 days leh!
very very........
pek cek lo!
read many books...
stupid maths stupid teacher!!!!!
very hard!
many i tiang d!
other de subjects i lazy to say leh!
juz wan to say very syiok lah~
after exam....
can relax more..
but still wan tuition T.T...
very cham....
i tell my mum wan tuition half month ok liao.....and giv half month de money..
coz exam finish liao ma...
then she scold me.... T.T
she call me tuition whole month November.....
haiz...
tuition teacher say December wan start Form 2 de class leh~
Yo.....
sien nia...wan relax also cannot..
like this also tio scold.....
i noe my maths marks liao..
that day i go find mr.choong......
my paper 1 is 10 over 40 nia...
paper 2 is 10 over 60....
shit liao sure mati wan this time...
my maths!!!!!!!!!!!!
sure giv my parents scold....
and my tuition teacher...
gaiz liao lah this time....
wan me how leh?
T.T wan cry liao...
that's wat i wan to say...
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Upload some pictures leh....My sister...
Hehe...
This is my sister lo..
nothing to upload leh......
very boring...
so ma upload like this d lo...
lol hehe.....
Friday, October 16, 2009
Today go to Air Itam Dam...And Kek Lok Si
today is saturday...
i wake up at 6:00am..
my tuition teacher say will fetch me and other of my tuition fren at 7:00pm..
thn i 6:45am wait for my teacher...
teacher reach my home at 7:10am..
i see willie in teacher's car liao..
got 5 ppl go to dam 爬山..
me,jocelyn,tien houng,edmund,and willie.....
after teacher fetch all ppl...
is already 7:30...
we reach there at 8:00am..
teacher juz giv us walk half way....
几喘一下的....
the willie and tien houng walk and talk zzz...
me n jocelyn walk lo...
我一边走一边听歌..^^
after we walk until half..
we got take some photos....
Me & Jocelyn...
then i wan to take photo for teacher...
i thot he didnt see tiok me n jocelyn capture him..
thn i call teacher he don wan 翻过来....
he noe we wan capture him leh....
lol..
i pull willie de beg giv him cannot walk..^^
me no take beg de..
thn willie pull tien houng de..
thn i say i don wan pull liao..
when we walk until half..
i pull jocelyn de hair..hehe^^
walk until wan终点liao..
jocelyn giv me hear song....
背叛de song...
thn i hear liao like very 熟悉....
thn i think tiok the henry siao wan de he sing this song at class all the time..
thn my leg very gatal...
.zzzz then teacher fetch us to 基乐侍(kek lok si)...
we take many photos lolz...
i wake up at 6:00am..
my tuition teacher say will fetch me and other of my tuition fren at 7:00pm..
thn i 6:45am wait for my teacher...
teacher reach my home at 7:10am..
i see willie in teacher's car liao..
got 5 ppl go to dam 爬山..
me,jocelyn,tien houng,edmund,and willie.....
after teacher fetch all ppl...
is already 7:30...
we reach there at 8:00am..
teacher juz giv us walk half way....
几喘一下的....
the willie and tien houng walk and talk zzz...
me n jocelyn walk lo...
我一边走一边听歌..^^
after we walk until half..
we got take some photos....
Me & Jocelyn...i thot he didnt see tiok me n jocelyn capture him..
thn i call teacher he don wan 翻过来....
he noe we wan capture him leh....
lol..
i pull willie de beg giv him cannot walk..^^
me no take beg de..
thn willie pull tien houng de..
thn i say i don wan pull liao..
when we walk until half..
i pull jocelyn de hair..hehe^^
walk until wan终点liao..
jocelyn giv me hear song....
背叛de song...
thn i hear liao like very 熟悉....
thn i think tiok the henry siao wan de he sing this song at class all the time..
thn my leg very gatal...
.zzzz then teacher fetch us to 基乐侍(kek lok si)...
we take many photos lolz...
Sunday, October 11, 2009
[ 我唯一的第一次11/10/09 ]
今天11/10
我永远会记得的
早上补习从9:30-12:00
十一点多酱的时候
是补科学的
我一拿出电话
就看到他的信息
他说 Got 1 thing i wan tell u very serious
过后我就回复他 wat thing
他就回复我说 "can we juz make fren"
然后我就问他 "y u wan to think like this? i dono wan to reply u wat..."
他又回复我说 "Sorry juz wan to tell u can we juz make fren..."
我就说
"this type of thing can next time say,coz 太突然了,i dono wan how to reply u.."
他说 "nonid to reply me i juz wan to tell u can we juz make fren..."
最后我回复他 "wan exam liao tell me this type of thing make me vry..."
他就没回我料~
Jocelyn 和 willie 他们都看到信息了
我就问 willie 怎样回复他
willie 就讲跟他做朋友啦~ 好过没有的做
我就酱回他噜
为什么? T.T
我在补习哭了
今天没心情
jocelyn 叫我表哭
但是我却不能
眼泪一直不停的流
jocelyn就借我她的肩膀
我想专心的补习
可是, 却不能
我真得很难接受这个事实
要回家的时候
我又哭料 >< tien houng 就问我
"我的心碎成几片料?"
我就说已经碎成一半了
他又问我 "能不能连回去变成一个完美的心?"
我就说 " 永远都不能了, 我的心已经碎了 "
youjun 就在 msn 告诉我这些事
谢谢 youjun~ 真的很谢谢你
我会尽量的放下他
希望吧
但是我对他是真心的 ><
害怕一辈子都放不下
没关系
我会尽量滴~
今天心情超差的
哭了四五次
差不多要发烧了
这是我的第一次
因为我真的真的很爱你...
我永远会记得的
早上补习从9:30-12:00
十一点多酱的时候
是补科学的
我一拿出电话
就看到他的信息
他说 Got 1 thing i wan tell u very serious
过后我就回复他 wat thing
他就回复我说 "can we juz make fren"
然后我就问他 "y u wan to think like this? i dono wan to reply u wat..."
他又回复我说 "Sorry juz wan to tell u can we juz make fren..."
我就说
"this type of thing can next time say,coz 太突然了,i dono wan how to reply u.."
他说 "nonid to reply me i juz wan to tell u can we juz make fren..."
最后我回复他 "wan exam liao tell me this type of thing make me vry..."
他就没回我料~
Jocelyn 和 willie 他们都看到信息了
我就问 willie 怎样回复他
willie 就讲跟他做朋友啦~ 好过没有的做
我就酱回他噜
为什么? T.T
我在补习哭了
今天没心情
jocelyn 叫我表哭
但是我却不能
眼泪一直不停的流
jocelyn就借我她的肩膀
我想专心的补习
可是, 却不能
我真得很难接受这个事实
要回家的时候
我又哭料 >< tien houng 就问我
"我的心碎成几片料?"
我就说已经碎成一半了
他又问我 "能不能连回去变成一个完美的心?"
我就说 " 永远都不能了, 我的心已经碎了 "
youjun 就在 msn 告诉我这些事
谢谢 youjun~ 真的很谢谢你
我会尽量的放下他
希望吧
但是我对他是真心的 ><
害怕一辈子都放不下
没关系
我会尽量滴~
今天心情超差的
哭了四五次
差不多要发烧了
这是我的第一次
因为我真的真的很爱你...
拿得起, 就要放得下
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